Dreams

     Have you already caught yourself thinking of what you really want for life? what are your dreams, your desires... have already felt that all your dreams are tightly linked with someone else?

     I've already felt all these things, and although it's not that good realize that your dreams are not only yours, it made me think about what an special person can do with us. I had one, I was lucky enough to have that one person that made me feel really special, important, that cared for me just as I cared for her... that made me think I was the best man on earth, and for her I was, she made me feel this way, she made me feel that I was able to dowhatever I wanted and at the same time brought me to earth again from my crazy dreams. She made me a man, in the real sense of it. She delievered everything I expected and much more. She made me admire her for her way of living, of being strong and sensible, for the inteligence and beauty, for the way she led her life and still leads, even if we do not see each other anymore.

     Unfortunatelly we are no longer together, not because she wanted it, neither I wanted, but there were stronger reasons for it... what's left? the lessons, the memories of an age that was awsome, the memories of a remarkable person... the man that I turned into.

     Years later and I am still getting used to the fact that we do not belong to each other anymore... I am still trying to fill the huge and empty space that once was hers... I am still rebuilding my dreams, redefining the reasons I live for, and you know? I am getting there, without her, just as she would do...

     I can only thank her for everything, thank her for the support, thank her for the laughs, thank her for the lessons, thank her for showing me what success is and how to reach it... Just wish the best, the very best for her... 

Thank you for giving me reasons to dream...